PEACE

Foresee the dark reality,
Defy unseen, strange, surprises....
Spend a lifetime waiting for it,
Live a life, for love, that love....
Fill the life with several things u`ll forget,
Make moments, you'll die to remember...
For the sun still shines,
Leaves brightened, the little life...
Morning dew, looks like a tear....
Like, someone has cried the heart out...
It still is beautiful; it still has that unknown pain!
Prospective, a depreciating asset,
I see, what you don't....
The window with a hazy view of something....
A window, into your heart....
A nothing, in a little prayer,
Something, for the solemn being....
Peace, be by me, peace let the candle burn....
For the moments, I stay calm,
the moments that are lost…
For the times, every wish attains defeat,
For the sake of this broken heart...
For the simple me, who remains unknown,
For the person, the world knows....
For the sake of Peace,
May be for the sake of love...
Peace, be by me!

A Wish

If you ask me, I have nothing to say...

The most unplanned, uncertain, deceptive truth
Living by the Sigmund of hope..
Hope... that is defeated every single day!

The closely shut door,
The blank stairs to the unknown..
The life just slides by..
With images unseen..

The comfort disturbs me..
The silence ignores me....
I stay unseen,
I stay unique...

In the midst of the sarcasm

The real story is formed...
In the nothing of everything...

The heart felt is spoken of...

Coiled in the grip of destiny
Unmoved and trapped...
Lies that little wish...
That sensitive little wish...
Shy and asleep.

Little has it seen the cruel world...
Little will it ever see...
As it chooses to be asleep...
For it is scared of the reality...

The sweet little wish is for me to keep...
Hidden somewhere within....
As beautiful as an innocent prayer...
As protected as in the womb...

It holds my reality,
That I despire...
It holds the childlike me...
In the purest form...

Sleep well dear wish,
This world is not for thee...
Lie safe in my heart...
Let peace be your reality...

The venom, may be bitter,
For you, I drink it all..
For you are my true identity...
For you are the Wish,
I love to die for!

A flower

Defeated, yet alive…
Living by the want for nothing, killing each will…
Nothing prevails in the heart, with the numbness of unfulfilled dreams…

Willing to surrender one life for love…
Surrendered that life, for the glimpse of true love!
That one faith seems faint...
That one life incomplete!

Inside the space of emptiness,
Resides that crumpled flower, who once wanted to live…
Insane in love, it lies there alone…
Untouched, ignored and forgotten…

Nothing could surpass destiny,
It says, " One day, she will shine for me…”
It waits, for the time to find it...
It looks at the shattered visage with hope...

In the solemn fate, it shouts…

Shelter me, for the wind is cold
Save me for the fire is on a roll…
Preserve me, for I am bruised
Find me, for the sake of love!!

Let the residue be…
Let this addiction remain…
Leave this feeling insane
For this flower, wishes to live once again…

The Real World....

I believe that there is a beautiful World out there... just waiting to be realized, filled with all the sweetness of honey, and freshness of the dew... Where the sun shines, with a smile to add that extra glitter, where every innocent wish is heard and completed...

A world that lets you be who you are, lets you realize the greatness within... with a spectacular smile that becomes a habit.... A place where there is nothing to worry about... and nothing to run away from... filled with the glory of happiness and unending contentment...

A little world that knows no boundaries... that understands no restrictions.... that understands only pure love and passion.... where a simple life begins to live each moment in time... where the beauty of the surroundings seems far more clear than the ugliness...

This world is waiting to be explored... the beauty awaits the eyes and the heart that can preserve it... this world is your own.... deeper somewhere, where nothing is right or wrong... where everything is beautiful and sweet... every innocent wish experiences completion...and every wound seems healed.

We search for happiness in others, waiting for some one to fill in the emptiness or perhaps the numbness of each feeling... but what we forget, is that world which lies within, waiting to be realized, that world of self and truth... the world where nothing matters, where only a little smile can cause immense pleasure...

Sometimes we see it, most of the times we ignore it... failure in life is temporary... what is permanent is this state of mind... that sees beauty in everything around... where red means love before danger... where good holds more importance over not so good...

Its the way we chose to see... its the time we take to recognize the greatness of self... it is that world we often come across, but seldom understand. It is the world of YOU… where your belief is the only that matter, where your perspective becomes the reality, where you chose to find peace in the most uncalled for situations…

It’s hard, it’s unbelievable, but it’s true…. There is a beautiful world out there, just waiting for you to realize!!

Empty

Shrunk in some random thoughts of a stark emptiness, where nothing exists… Where I live alone... its not that I really like it here… but it has become my home...

All that was to be, and what can be, is deep dug somewhere, where nothing matters, nothing ever did... were heaps lie endlessly, with no one to be by them...no one to go back and see them....

Sometimes I feel that I have dug myself too, in that same heap... in that same ideal space, where I read myself... where there is no one to look back and see....

Crowded world around me with endless loving tales...nothing to cause a smile...that could last forever...just a space, where I sit looking within... and sometimes I share... bits and parts... of the story called life!

Never was I to understand why what happens... and why what ever did... I have stopped asking anything... but I have not stopped thinking... I don't look at that closed door... but I try to wait for the light to shine...

Forgotten and taken as dead... my feelings remain alive...sometimes they look up with hope... but then accept the residue as home... fighting everyday, for all that should be... and for all that cant be... makes them numb with time... who really likes to fight?

Running away from the real self... the self that is often unseen... unheard of... but alive! Don’t look back at those dusty pages... they have nothing you want to hear… or probably everything that you never heard. Closely stuck the book remains untouched... unseen… and clean...in spite of being in the dust...

No pain... no hurt... no expectations... just a deep dug alive thought, untouched... unaware... and seemingly dead... its not that I really like it here... but it has, become my home!!!!!!!

Show some love...

A good start... and then a shy smile... ok, a little undecided but nice...it is happening all together, leaving me happy and confused. Sometimes, I see there is nothing to see at all... and sometimes... I see that there is a lot left to explore. Life at every stage is full of pleasant and shocking surprizes.

Not that anything like that has happened to me today, this is just an after thought of 26 years of life... and yea, what a life :-) am sure any roller coster ride, could not have been as exciting... lol.

Gifted with a need to think and then to express, actually screws you up quite a bit... because the world always think that they know you... and can read up all you write, to know more about you, just in case.

Anyways, show some love, I am not too disoriented today ;-) I am sure, that feels good to read... lol.

UNANSWERED

Shall the truth remain such that it lives long enough, it really deserves to live? Will genuine efforts sustain all the tumors and the rain...will they still remain valid and unforgotten?

Not always do I question life, rather seek answers within, but sometimes you are forced to ask about this unanswered puzzle, knowing very well, that there are no answers at all. Why do we try to decipher the unknown or run behind the unattainable? It is rather silly... but strange... we all do it... knowingly!

An endless gloom grips, when you figure that it is a battle you fight with yourself when you stop by to answer all the 'why(s)' and ultimately feel defeated hands on.... I feel the same today. There is an urge to get my answers, but no one can really answer them. At such a platform of life, nothing really helps, not even your favourite astrology book :)

I guess I'll have to stay put, and wait till this feeling is dug deep enough to be forgotten... I ain't a loser... but what else can one possibly do. My dreams are wishful enough to see me happy when I am asleep.... but reality??? Well, reality is just so damn REAL..... :)

Is it???

There is no forever in this world... but sometimes you feel that a particular thing is lasting you forever... that is when you probably are really bored of it.. :)

IMMORTAL

The dance of joy, the prick of pain... everything seems so much synonym to life! The fresh baked cake's aroma... with a little chocolate mousse on a rainy day... so much similar to life! The immature arguments and the never ending love tales... in just the perfect manner with all the imperfect things....


The you and me... together... the us of the one life we live... still living some weird individual lives... the nothings by the moonlight... and the trance by the sunlight... never wanting to wake up to the sweetest dream of - what could be.... forgetting the - what is....


The unseen mysteries... along with a winter fog drive, the long - long drive leading just no where... Sweet words of love and compassion... and the sweet smell of the little budding flower around.... The tears on every little hurt and the dew on that little twig...


I see my life swing in everything around me... with all the good and ugly... sweet and sour.... just so naturally occurring everyday..... Making some bit of everything so immortal.... and insane...

WINTERS

Winters winters.... and more to come... freezing is this World of glory... There is nothing more frozen than the surroundings.... just a warm heart spared to greet... ;)

It has been beautiful for a change when everything seems to have come to a stand still... everything looks frozen... just when your mind feels... what if moments could be frozen... i would have frozen all the best ones I ever had.... the unforgettable could be frozen and embedded in the frame of life forever....

There is nothing more volatile than life, when everything seems to be slipping away.... as we grow we realize that it is all fading eventually.

Not to add any gloom to my super frozen thought....i see all cuddled beings around me... be it birds or people... every one seem to be having their own sweet little winter melody!

I wish just like the season... relationships could be frozen, lives could be frozen... to create an unseen bond. Life would be merry then... course there could be a tinge of newness, there could be a spice of refreshment.... but with some frozen forevers....... :)

Winters..... Could you please??

OBSERVATION....

An Observation : Every time I say a weird sounding Hello! on the phone, it is always someone important calling me..... :O like Boss, Corporates.... etc.. :(

And then I get to hear an apprehensive voice saying..... "ahhh Can I speak to Geetanjali?"

:D "Ahh well.... Speaking"... is what they get back from me.... :)

Some people cannot believe that I can sound so weird, So they even care to confirm... "Is is really Geetanjali????"

Alas! .... ya it is very much me, just acting normal... for a change.... ;)

HUMAN

"Woh Insaan he kya jo badal jaaye".... and this I say with pride and shame... Pride because I have not changed, but shame because people around me have changed.

I have always been a person who spoke my heart. Who said what I felt and did what I wanted to, without hesitating or making it sound diplomatic. I am proud, of being this way.

People have hated and loved this behaviour. But you know what, it is very difficult to call a spade a spade. It is difficult to be a straight talker and to be bold to say things exactly the way they are.

I am proud that I can speak my heart, and that I have not changed this about me. And all those people who are like me, and who feel that this world will not accept them for who they are, then listen up.... people will accept you as you are, if you accept yourself as you are first.

It is not important to be perfect, it is not important to be right... but it is important to be true and more important to be honestly bold. There is not anything in this world that can take away who you are from you.... apart from your own self.

It just takes a minute to say nice things, things that people like to listen, things that are sweet. But it takes courage to say the truth and truth could be bitter or sweet.

A human being is known as a superior race, because we can feel the other living beings pain too. It has just so happens that people usually ignore that, and become so self - centered, that they can’t see the other person's pain. Even animals can and empathize with the other animal/ human's pain... and we the seemingly superior race, are today defeated!

There is nothing left in this World, and nothing will be even in the future, if we change and run away from our basic nature of being superior. Decay will also not hold us worthy. It is thus important to rise. Rise above all the odds and live life for others too. It is paramount to be a human first.... a human filled with humanity....

In the house of God, every one is paid for all the good and bad. And I have seen it happening in my life. I have seen people paying for their deeds. But this is not a reason or a threat for us to do something good. It is for ourselves we need to rise!

Rise my friends.... Rise to be human.... and Rise to be who you are.... there is nothing else that could be more important. Stand up for everything that is important for you...the ones who don't, dissolve in this rat race... and the ones who do... rise to be true humans.

Courage - is in the blood of every Indian, but it’s just that we have forgotten it, or have dug it deep inside. But courage is the only fuel to be who you really are. It takes courage to stand against something.... its always easier to be with the flow. But then again... if you chose to do anything, you do it for yourself... for your superior human race who can think and conquor!

Nothing

Haven't written anything from some time, not that nothing has happened... but just generally sometimes you don't want to say anything, you just want to look around and observe the pace of the World. Sometimes you just don't know what to write as well, because with time you learn to become numb to what happens around you.... and even to what happens to you.

This is one such time. I see all but don't react; it is a state of self peace, where I don't wish to be heard. When there seems nothing left to lose, and nothing to achieve.... think I am growing old before my time... :)

Saving up to explode? Maybe not.... a little to myself and lost in the world of the never ending gloom. Not really sad.... but just simply Numb!