Source.

Off-late they are abandoning,

If you catch any,

Let me know!

Ounce of Pain

So when you sway like that,

To the song you love, 

Like a snake with feathers 

I see you smirk.

And then some contagious wine,

Talks about your love.... 

That One.. This one... Everyone... 

But... No one.

Ridiculous riddles of the being, 

And then of what could be. 

Your brain in on a power machine,

Working record time, over drive.

You look at the world, 

Cryptic, So cryptic... 

Edge of being creepy

And then you realize,

Its all an illusion. 

You stand there, 

See people move. 

And you stand there, 

See moments passing, 

And you stand there, 

With everything to lose. 

                                 

  Just then,

Something gathers you, 

And you lose sight again. 

Of the beginning and the end. 

Its all moving so fast and so soon, 

You play catch-up in your cocoon.

And then you let go... 

Let go.... 

Let it go.... 

Only for it to stay,

A lit bit longer.

And to your tough luck,

It does, 

Forever. 

Stay.

I have been busy...

 For once, just once

Don`t wash away.

 STAY.

Here and there.

She calls me,

Sometime in a sweet voice.

She winks carefully,

Yet, generously.

My faith in life,

Springs, turn and upturns.

And I know,
At the end, there is still more to come.

Lost

The pages I turn,
Answer no life!
The day slips by....

Mind showing me the way
To a distant blue path
Feel it sinking in the skin,
The innocent desires.

Soft music,
Roaring the far gone melodies,
For the sun sets today...
Tomorrow?

Missing the inside of me...
Blunder, I can't believe,
The silver beam,
Looking at the dark cloud.

Safe somewhere dug,
Unwind, uncoil,
The storm I see....
Surrendering....

Put through the heaviest fire....
Taking away the blame...
I burn not to give light...
........Darkness my friend....
Help me pass by.....

Desire

A world waits for the world unknown...
That stupid little thing your heart has known :-)
A sweet desire, for someone desirable...
A complete nothing of that silence...

Sugar yet poisonous, that undying hope....
Hope to live each moment so sweet...
Special yet general, simple yet complicated
Desires, of this solemn heart... :-)

Spinning by the truth of time....
Every fulfilled wish wants more..... more of what is absent....
Untouched by contentment,
There is always something to wish for.....
The broken castles don't have any morals well learnt.... :-)

Gripped in the want for newness.....
Locked in the beautiful past...
Stuck in the upcoming future.....

The circus of life goes on.....
The artists cry and make merry....
Form associations and part...
Some have changed some forever....
Some have remained some bits together...

The desire for the unknown prevails.....
Winding and unwinding, the life moves on.....
With something new to wish for everyday.....
Sugar yet poisonous the undying hope, I tell you :-)

Show some love...

A good start... and then a shy smile... ok, a little undecided but nice...it is happening all together, leaving me happy and confused. Sometimes, I see there is nothing to see at all... and sometimes... I see that there is a lot left to explore. Life at every stage is full of pleasant and shocking surprizes.

Not that anything like that has happened to me today, this is just an after thought of 26 years of life... and yea, what a life :-) am sure any roller coster ride, could not have been as exciting... lol.

Gifted with a need to think and then to express, actually screws you up quite a bit... because the world always think that they know you... and can read up all you write, to know more about you, just in case.

Anyways, show some love, I am not too disoriented today ;-) I am sure, that feels good to read... lol.

IMMORTAL

The dance of joy, the prick of pain... everything seems so much synonym to life! The fresh baked cake's aroma... with a little chocolate mousse on a rainy day... so much similar to life! The immature arguments and the never ending love tales... in just the perfect manner with all the imperfect things....


The you and me... together... the us of the one life we live... still living some weird individual lives... the nothings by the moonlight... and the trance by the sunlight... never wanting to wake up to the sweetest dream of - what could be.... forgetting the - what is....


The unseen mysteries... along with a winter fog drive, the long - long drive leading just no where... Sweet words of love and compassion... and the sweet smell of the little budding flower around.... The tears on every little hurt and the dew on that little twig...


I see my life swing in everything around me... with all the good and ugly... sweet and sour.... just so naturally occurring everyday..... Making some bit of everything so immortal.... and insane...

WINTERS

Winters winters.... and more to come... freezing is this World of glory... There is nothing more frozen than the surroundings.... just a warm heart spared to greet... ;)

It has been beautiful for a change when everything seems to have come to a stand still... everything looks frozen... just when your mind feels... what if moments could be frozen... i would have frozen all the best ones I ever had.... the unforgettable could be frozen and embedded in the frame of life forever....

There is nothing more volatile than life, when everything seems to be slipping away.... as we grow we realize that it is all fading eventually.

Not to add any gloom to my super frozen thought....i see all cuddled beings around me... be it birds or people... every one seem to be having their own sweet little winter melody!

I wish just like the season... relationships could be frozen, lives could be frozen... to create an unseen bond. Life would be merry then... course there could be a tinge of newness, there could be a spice of refreshment.... but with some frozen forevers....... :)

Winters..... Could you please??

A train story....

Strange things happen everyday.... and if I am around then the probability of strange things happening automatically increases ;)

So in the morning, when I took the train to work...I was just anxiously looking for a place to sit. The train as usual was moderately full; there wasn't any bright chance of finding myself a seat. To get some air, I stood beside the door. I did not carry my ipod, so had no option but to look around. Nothing really seemed to get my attention apart from this lady who stood by me in the train. Now this lady was supposedly communicating with another lady (must be her friend) who was lucky enough to get a seat in the train.

What was strange was not that they were communicating, but how they were doing so. Just when I decided to figure out what is happening I realized that some one has gotten off the train and now I do have an opportunity to sit. So I sat right beside the lady who was trying to make a conversation with the lady standing by the door.

Now the way these two ladies were conversing was through a strange 'sign language' which I am sure was best understood to them and no one else. In spite of being gifted with the power of speech, they decided to act out their lives stories.

The lady standing by the door sure seemed to be well trained in acting or must have been a champ in dumb charades. So her facial expressions were really loud and her body language very graceful. The other lady was more of a bathroom actor (come on... if u can have bathroom singers...) hence she was very moderate with her expressions and as there was less space, she could not really use her hands too much.

The lady standing by the door seemed to be narrating a nightmare or a ghostly story at least that is what I understood. The other lady sitting beside me seemed to be enacting a day in her life type of a story.

What was commendable... that the lady by the door was indeed giving a great performance, but nothing could be understood by any one apart from the lady sitting beside me. I think while traveling in the train they managed to create their own language, which was truly strange but looked grand.

If I were with a friend I would just talk... and talk... or keep quiet... but this was some fantastic peace of work that I saw today.

People find their own way to do things they really want to.... :)